New friends come and gone

So last Sunday I had a really nice dinner with my dearest David. We havn't been able to do our weekly pizza and wine do to both of us being busy. We decided going out for a quick bite at applebees would be a nice quick way to catch up. Well on my way back to dropping him off I decided to bug my old co-worker Nathan whom I love and miss dearly.

I dropped by and had a really nice time meeting his partner Patrick and actually see my fav. old co-worker in a setting outside of work. A quick hello turned into a hour and half chit chat. I am so very excited to have these two in my life. Both are quality people with good hearts. I am also very excited to get to know Nathan more. I feel a sence of comfort and family with him. A connection at a different level. My big brother I call him. The brother I never had.

Then there is Mike. The guy I met on match and have been dating for a little while. I think it is comming to a close. I am really sad and upset about this situation. It is so hard when work gets in the way of something that I feel could grow into something special. Friends he says........ He wants to be friends. That is just hard for me when I have started to have feelings for him. Going backwards just doesn't work to well for me. I hope I can figure something out to keep him in my life. He is another quality person with a good heart. Nothing is set in stone at this point, but things are not looking to good on this front....

Only time will tell.